Brokenness Aside.

My heart is heavy tonight.  I'm making decisions I never thought I'd make.  I'm choosing to let go.  To walk away.  I'm choosing to let whatever may come.... come.  I'm not usually a woman who does such a thing.  I'm not one who lets go easily but I feel like the time has come to make such a choice.  It hurts... I hurt... but I know this is what has to be done.  I feel as though it's my only option.  What exactly does the future hold?  I have no idea.  I'm realizing more and more each day that the future I thought I would have might not be what the Lord has in store for me.  The things I thought would last forever... well... they aren't.... and that's okay.  It wasn't.  It hasn't been.  But - it is now.  

Praise be.