Brokenness Aside.

My heart is heavy tonight.  I'm making decisions I never thought I'd make.  I'm choosing to let go.  To walk away.  I'm choosing to let whatever may come.... come.  I'm not usually a woman who does such a thing.  I'm not one who lets go easily but I feel like the time has come to make such a choice.  It hurts... I hurt... but I know this is what has to be done.  I feel as though it's my only option.  What exactly does the future hold?  I have no idea.  I'm realizing more and more each day that the future I thought I would have might not be what the Lord has in store for me.  The things I thought would last forever... well... they aren't.... and that's okay.  It wasn't.  It hasn't been.  But - it is now.  

Praise be.

It takes a little time sometimes...

I need some time alone. Yes, I just said that. No, it's not the end of the world. Ha. I have finally reached a point where I need some time for myself and I'm going to make it happen. So - tonight is the night! If the living room is vacant I may watch some Olympics. If not, I'm closing the kitchen door, putting some headphones on, listening to music, and reading 'til I fall asleep. That and I do need to clean my room. Maybe I'll skip the television altogether. ;o)

Shoot. Those plans sound delightful!! Never thought I'd say that! I guess I'm growin' up! ::tear::