I know.

I know what I'm supposed to be doing. I know how I should live. I know that Jesus should be the most important thing in my life and that I should be in His Word like crazy. If I know these things then why don't I do them? Why is the only time that I open up the bible Sunday morning? It's not right. I know better. I want to be the woman He created me to be. I want to know without a doubt that what I'm doing is His will for my life. I want to be able to let go of the things that have hurt me in the past. I want to forgive. I know that's holding me back. I want to be different. I want to be real. I want people to see the Jesus in me before they see me at all. I've said all of these things before. Will it be different this time?